Mom's urgent care appointment went better than I thought. I think since Nancy was there, I was able to stay calmer. I did keep asking the receptionist how long Mom would have to wait since she was in a lot of pain. A nurse came out right as Mom was filling out her paperwork. Nancy and I went to breakfast after Mom went back to the exam area.
Her appointment lasted a few hours with Nancy and I dropping by to check on her and then spending some time at Starbucks getting stuff done on our computers. Turns out Mom has a kidney stone :( It could have been a lot worse.
I was happy Mom was able to go home and drink plenty of fluids. However, I was tired and still 'emotionally drained' and feeling sad from having to be so worried about her earlier. As I was on the bus, Mom called and told me what she heard on the news:
There was a bombing during the Boston Marathon where at least 20 people were hurt.
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Huh?
Wait - what?
I got to campus and a student was looking at the news on his tablet. He showed me and I read the article. I read up on it on my computer and then did some work.
I felt the same sadness I felt during the Aurora shooting and during the September 11, 2001 terrorist attacks.
Why was this area chosen as the crime scene?
How horrible is it that an athlete finishes a race only to be injured by a bomb.
What does this mean for national security?
This could have been in Colorado where I have friends who run in these type of events.
I listened to some Chris Tomlin "See the Morning" CD as I did some school work. Then I realized: The answer to both these things is Christ.
God is sovereign and was Mom and my comfort when Mom had her kidney stone. God was kind to us to have my neighbor able to drive so Mom didn't have to call an ambulance.
So where was God's kindness in the bombing in Boston today? Well, many of the other bombs did not go off. A medical tent (for the runners to ice sore muscles and sprained ankles) was close by so the medics were able to treat the injured quickly. Police and firefighters were probably near by just as policy for a large crowd event, so they were able to help. I think Boston has more than one medical school so the injured could be transported to hospitals reasonably close by.
But what if Mom had to have emergency surgery? What if all the bombs went off and killed 2000 people instead of 2? Where would God's kindness be?
His kindness is that while we were still sinners He died for us. He took the wrongs of the world - from the grumbling about the slow passenger getting on the bus to bombing innocent people - onto Himself on the Cross. He took disease and death - from the common cold to cancer and ALS - onto the Cross too.
He defeated sin, anger, war, terrorism, death, and disease when He rose from the dead. That is His kindness. That is why I can have peace in God through the small situations and the big. That is why when I cry over the small situations and the major current events, I can receive comfort from God. He has felt this pain and then He has overcome.
Great thoughts! I'm glad your mom was not more seriously injured, and I'll be praying for a speedy, full recovery for her.
ReplyDeleteThe bomb thing is tough, but what you said was very encouraging. The light shines in the brightest hour. And honestly, it's God's grace that everyone is alive right now and not suffering His wrath. Every day is a blessing, which I take for granted too often!
*Oops, I meant the light shines in the darkest hour.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comments :) :) Hey you, I miss you at HCC! We should hang, yo! :)
ReplyDeleteSounds like a really rough day! How's your mom doing now?
ReplyDeleteGreat thoughts, it's good to be reminded that God is in control and good, even in the midst of bad things.